January 8, 2010

15 months ago

Just found a journal entry from October 5, 2008...


"Not feeling well today; is it illness, allergies, or the blues? Throat + tummy hurt, didn't get anything done.

Making my playlist because somehow I find solace in song. The aches of my inner mind unfolding in melody. Does everyone find themselves here? Wondering how we became ourselves and if it's true to our souls?

I am lonely. Fake Plastic Trees is on now. And I can identify because it wears me out to be me in a spot I might not want to be."



I like the last line. And 15 months later, I am happy to report that I am feeling quite the opposite today.
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1 comment:

Mom said...

So happy for you! Life is definitely good for you now! :)